Sunday, December 4, 2011

愛情和麵包

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 11:33 AM

小時候不懂事
總以為找個對我好的人
就夠了

開始懂事了以後
才發現現實中
”對我好“
似乎不再足夠
我們想要的往往更多
安全感
未來
等等

我們都知道
要找個“對我好”的人
不容易

但是愛情和麵包
麵包總是會贏

因為沒有愛情
我們還是好好活著
也許會少一點快樂
但至少
我們都活者

沒有麵包
我們還能活下去嗎？
快樂還會存在嗎？

 

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Saturday, October 29, 2011

曾經擁有的夢想...

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 8:00 PM

很想點什麼
卻又覺得沒有話好說

我很失敗
花了那麼多的時間
卻換不來一點點的成就感

我知道我的弱點
卻沒有努力去克服

是不是到了一定的年紀
我們便不再打算進步呢

難道一輩子
就這樣混混沌沌的過日子嗎

我到底少了什麼呢？
我到底要的是什麼呢？

似乎已經忘了
當初的那個夢想

還有實現的可能嗎？

 

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Saturday, September 17, 2011

A Piece of Me Game : 17th September

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 11:21 PM

This game is hosted by Toothfairy^^ (a piece of appreciation to the creator)
i found this is interesting 
i always see ppl post it on weekly & monthly basis
but i like to post it anytime i like 

here is my a piece of me for 17th September

I Like
Shopping: it is so hard to say 'no' to a nice pair of shoes , cute dresses, special shorts, fancy t-shirts, skin care, bla bla bla...

I Don't Like
Classes: Well, it is too hard for me to concentrate for more than 15mins...

I Want You To Know
I've started my new semester, i m now officially a 3rd year law student =) 
sounds pretty cool huh?

I've Planned
To be a better student: Good student is not my thing, i just hoping to be better... 
for the very least, avoid skipping class like i used to do for the previous yrs =P

I Want To Say To Someone Special
Mom, i know u started to miss me already =) 
Don't worry about me, i will always be yr good girl
  




 

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Thursday, July 14, 2011

當現實和你的夢想發生衝突時, 你會選擇哪一個呢？

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 12:04 AM

堅持你的夢想
縱使你知道你必須向現實低頭
縱使你知道那是多麼的殘忍

還是

放棄你的夢想
迎合殘酷的現實
縱使你知道也許有天你會後悔

你會怎麼選擇呢？

 

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Saturday, June 18, 2011

Bring Me Out..

1 comments Posted by Bsie at 8:38 PM

i wanna go out from home la >.<
i wanna shopping
even i know i don't have money to spent
i just wanna get out from here
just bring me out T.T

u know how hard life is when there is no one to talk?
watch drama alone
breakfast alone
lunch alone
dinner alone
i don't need accompany for every thing i do
i just need someone to talk when i feel bored
anyone...


 

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Friday, June 17, 2011

窮怕了...

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 9:21 PM

富慣了
無法忍受窮的滋味
甜慣了
無法接受苦的滋味
我們不過習慣了過好日子
我們不過不想再過苦日子

在這個花花世界
你可以大聲說錢不是萬能
但你卻無法否認錢的強大力量

我不過想說
我窮怕了

金錢能給的不是好生活
而是一種安全感
沒有錢
就沒有安全感

我想要的
不過是多一點點安全感

 

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Sunday, May 1, 2011

黑色柳丁...

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 10:23 PM 


今天我心情有一點怪怪的　可是說不出來到底為什麼
好像有一些悲傷的徵兆　可是病因不知道
頭上有橘色的加州陽光　我的口袋只有黑色的柳丁
我只有一個藍色的感覺　不要問我為什麼

很想說　再又覺得沒有話好說　我只恨我自己　逃不出這監獄
或許我　是個沒有出息的小蟲　不該一直作夢　你不是個英雄

葉子用墜落證明換季　可我昏昏沉沉沒有辦法醒
你願意做個英雄　還是你會要放棄
天是亮的卻佈滿烏雲　所有焦距被閃光判了死刑
你想做什麼英雄　我看你不過是傭兵

我只想哭　只想哭　只想哭
我只想哭　只想哭　只想哭

今天一起床　我就頭痛　不管吃了幾瓶藥都沒有用
心情有一些莫名的焦躁　你離我越遠越好
外面有橘色的加州陽光　我卻躲在自己孤獨的黑洞
我只有一個小小的要求　就是請你leave me alone

今天我心情有一點懶懶的　可是說不出來到底為什麼
好像有一些悲傷的徵兆　可是病因不知道

我只想哭　只想哭　只想哭
我只想哭　只想哭　只想哭
我只想哭　只想哭　只想....

 

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無聊...

3 comments Posted by Bsie at 10:06 PM

書說：她一直看著我，我很不舒服...
腦說：讓她看下會死乜？
書說：看了我一整天，她不累我也累啊...
腦說：我也想睡覺了...
筆說；我一直站著都腰酸背痛了...
書說：對咯，一直拿你來戳我... 痛死我了 >.< 我要休息啦
筆說：我也是...
我說：你們全部diam, 我考不好誰負責？沒有我的命令，誰也不准提早睡覺

 

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Saturday, April 23, 2011

我不是美女 =）

2 comments Posted by Bsie at 9:37 PM

我想要當美女
我知道我很膚淺
但是誰不想當漂亮的人呢

不要告訴我內涵多重要
人類本來就是那麼膚淺的動物
漂亮的人事物總會吸引人
亮眼的女孩子待遇總比較好

看著別人漂亮的照片
真的好羨慕

尤其是那些完全不用化妝
就很漂亮的那些女孩子

還有那些連扮鬼臉
還是很可愛的那些女孩子

如果只可以選擇被稱讚漂亮或聰明
我會選擇漂亮
因為我知道我有多聰明
但是漂亮卻是別人眼裡看到的自己

p/s: 雖然我不漂亮，但是我還不算難看吧？

 

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應該慶幸我還有利用價值嗎？

1 comments Posted by Bsie at 4:51 PM

有時候
你真的無法否認
有些朋友
真的是利用著你
當你已經沒有利用價值的時候
就一腳把你踢開

也許他偶爾會對你很好
但是相信我
那是因為你有好處可以給他

我知道我沒那麼偉大
可以為友情犧牲一切
但至少
我會感恩
我會慶幸
有這些朋友

感謝我的一些朋友
會偶爾為我著想
會偶爾感激我
會偶爾想念我
會偶爾遷就我


我喜歡那種
沒有利益糾紛的友情
我喜歡那種
我們不必覺得不好意思的友情
我喜歡那種
我們可以大笑也可以大哭的友情

有時候
我真的不想承認
原來朋友也會利用我

愛我的朋友
我還是愛你們的 =）

 

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Friday, April 15, 2011

Study is not my thinG～～～

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 8:03 PM

Well study week started
and yet i m still struggling
to concentrate & actually start doing something for it

wasted my whole day doing nth except PPS
DAMN!!!
i should have go out and watch a MOVIE instead
just hate the feeling of time-wasting
feel like cracking my head to the wall

i m really not a good time planner

&
again i realised something
i CAN'T study at home

maybe
is time to start my 'library routine'
as i always did in my previous 3 sems in uni

UNWILLINGLY 
T.T
but i m force to
i don wanna repeat any paper >.<
3rd year should be a great year for me
not taking extra credit hours
 *praying hard*
pass all the papers pls~~~

wish me luck =) 


 

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Friday, April 1, 2011

我只是病了...

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 11:46 PM

心情不好時
總想要買東西

一直逛街
卻沒買東西
心裡覺得好空虛
就是少了那份衝動

最近生病了
整個人悶悶的
昨天睡了一整天
還是沒精神

也許
到處走走才是治療我的方法
今天出去了一整天
還真的比較精神呢

太閒空
不是件好事
開始質疑自己的價值
開始想東想西
開始害怕
開始沉默
開始想要結束

原諒我的語無倫次
也許
我真的病了
而且
病得不輕

 

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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Something meaningful...

2 comments Posted by Bsie at 5:48 PM

i was depressed
in a conflict of academic & friendship thing
hated to be in that situation

sometimes
i wish i was somewhere else
not here
not in um
not in law sch

or
maybe just let me be alone
no friends
nothing at all

but in fact
i can't live without friend

even sometimes i just hate them
but most of the time
i appreciate them

something that i learned
from the moot judge & 1 of my lecturer

he said
"it doesn't matter how is yr grade, what important is yr passion"
i can't agree more

she said
"i know i'm not smart, that's why i need to be more hardworking than others"

maybe sometimes i think i m too smart
that's why i refuse to be hardworking
but in reality
i m deceiving myself
a stupid excuse
Yes i m STUPID

maybe it's time for me to figure out 
what i really want to achieve

another phrase that i like the most

"Do what you can
with what you have
where you are."






 

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Sunday, March 20, 2011

我在哪裡...

5 comments Posted by Bsie at 10:02 PM

想念那個
我行我素的自己

想念那個
自信滿滿的自己

想念那個
為未來努力的自己

討厭這個
虛情假意的自己

討厭這個
委曲求全的自己

討厭這個
自私自利的自己

可不可以
讓時間倒流

可不可以
讓一切重新開始

我想要保持
我喜歡的那個我

想要找回
那遺失的美好

 

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人長大了，怎麼變得那麼複雜？

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 7:12 PM

簡單點，不好嗎？

 

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Thursday, March 3, 2011

I Love My Hair...

2 comments Posted by Bsie at 4:08 PM

whee~~~
i dyed my hair half month ago
&
now
my cassis berry became
LIKE THIS:

it became Brown =P
well
i don't really mind
as long as there's color on it XD

Curly Hair for Lawnite
yes i love the curl
n now i m thinking about buying a curler iron 
or mayb a straightener 
to curl my hair whenever i like
*hair straightener can actually curl yr hair
check out at Youtube.

Of coz
i still love my rebonded straight hair
smooth & manageable 

my fringe suppose to be straight down
but den it bend to the right now
*my hair is naturally curl =( 
anyway
i started to love the way it is
it still look nice right? =P

p/s: to maintain healthy hair
conditioner yr hair everytime after shampooing
&
don forget yr treatment routine 

Have a good day people =)

 

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Thursday, January 20, 2011

我想要這樣的男人...

2 comments Posted by Bsie at 8:00 PM

做你的男人 

做你的男人

作曲：陳台證
作詞：陳台證/何啟弘
編曲：屠穎
製作：張信哲/漢室製造

東京 紐約 每個地點
帶你去坐幸福的地下鐵
散步 逛街 找電影院
累了我就幫你提高跟鞋
塞車 停電 哪怕下雪
每天都要和你過情人節
星光 音樂 一杯熱咖啡
只想給你所有浪漫情節

讓我做你的男人
24個小時不睡覺
小心翼翼的保持這種熱情不退燒
不管世界多紛撓
我們倆緊緊的擁抱
隱隱約約我感覺有微笑
藏在你嘴角

做你的男人
24個小時不睡覺
讓膽小的你在黑夜中
也會有個依靠
就算有一天愛會變少人會變老
就算沒告訴過你也知道
下輩子還要和你遇到

 

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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Update 18Jan 2011...

1 comments Posted by Bsie at 8:29 AM

well i m still alive =)
guess i m just too lazy to update my blog (since i don hav much reader tho =p)
anyway i can alwasy SS geh~~~
haha

life is good
as usual
up n down
left n right
true or false

n most of d time
i believe that v as a human
live in FAKE
v always pretending
do v really need to?
YES of coz...
coz this is life
u cant escape life

getting emo again
guess i hav to stop here
preventing myself from flooded with tears~~~
T.T
but still
i love LIFE

p/s: if u miss me, drop me a call/text me anytime
      if u think mobile service is expensive, u can always find me on FB or msn

Love,
Bsie

 

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