This is Bsie....

Fall in love wif jogging again…
But d weather keep disappointing me =(
Tat’s y I hate d weather here….
Jogging is damn fun actually…
Sweating made me feel good n release….
Is a good way 2 release tension too =)
Back 2 kel soon, mayb I can go jogging wif my papa again XD

10月25日...
一个人搭的士...
一个人搭地铁...
一个人在mcD吃晚餐...
一个人搭火车...
一个人在火车上睡觉, 看杂志,听歌,看戏,发呆...
14小时就这样过去了...
我还蛮乐在其中呢...
一个人的路程....
其实还不赖呢=)
自由自在, 无忧无虑....
不用等人...
不用讲话...
不用拘束...
不用顾虑...
什么都不用...
喜欢这样的旅行...
喜欢这样的感觉...
喜欢这样的自己...
就是喜欢这样...

i m chinese la of coz=.=...
i really look like malay meh???
N-times alredy ppl keep asking me tis question....
i think i shud hang a card of "i m chinese" everytime i go out XD...
not i dislike about it...
juz feel weird, tat's all....

study week...
everybody is rushing home...
i'm still thinking whether wanna back o not...
Me: "Pa, should i go back?"
Pa:" Up 2 u lo..."
Me: "u 1 me to go back?"
Pa:"Up 2 u lo..."
so.... should i back?
do i miss home???
damn miss... especially mom & dad..
so long time haven c them...
don noe how they doing now...
r they missing me too?
1st time ever i miss them tat much...
i used 2 b cold-blooded daughter...
or i juz pretend 2 b?

这是我在Msn写的...
大家都问我为什么呢?
怎么说呢?
只是觉得我变了...
变成了一个我不喜欢的自己...
曾几何时, 我以自己为荣...
然而, 现在的我渐渐的失去了自我...
以前的我是多么的果断...
说一就是一, 从不会犹豫...
现在呢?
婆婆妈妈... 扭扭捏捏...
竟然变成了我最讨厌的那种人!!!
讨厌自己... 讨厌现在的我....
是环境改变了我吗? 还是自己的问题?
自信心慢慢在流失...
不久就要荡然无存了...
我还会有继续努力的勇气吗?

人要往前看, 而我却慢慢的在后退...
我在怕什么呢???

RULES:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
没那么爱她（means ok lo)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
一万克拉的幸福（无言）

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
一万个理由（so complicated)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
给我爱过的（wat i like???)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
鸵鸟 (害怕现实）

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
一千个伤心的理由 （vr cham ar??)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
一个像夏天，一个像秋天 ( confusing...)

WHAT IS 2+2?
我太乖 (means i noe d answer）

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
爱上你我很快乐 （glad 2 meet u)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
最后的温柔 ( 很温柔呢...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
会有天使替我爱你 ( sad story kua)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
让风吹吹我吧 (容易满足）

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
最后一个情人 （ no comment)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
别再为他流泪 ( so sad de?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
光 (i c d light of my life... haha)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Goodbye my love ( wat kind of hobby is tis?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
我们就这样 ( no secret)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
传说 ( 传说=谣言？）

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
爱上你不如爱上海 （yup..)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
爸爸 ( erm...)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
在他乡 （ homosick le..)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
我会很爱你 ( r u sure is regret？）

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
没有如果 （die ma die lo, don ask how)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
用心听 (will kua... but not so far)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
在那遥远的地方 ( i m away from home now...)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
信念 （ muz believe tat)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
关不上的窗 ( scare of d thief...)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
分手礼 (haha)

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
练习 ( keep on practicing)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
我们的爱

let's play it, post in your blog too....
And dont forget to leave comment on the question or statement that u like...

comment on um:
um is great...
college is terrible...
law fac is awesome...

yesterday...
i hate here...
i noe nothing...
everything is so different...
so unfamiliar...
i m scared... damn scared...

today...
things get better...
some lectures were interesting...
it was juz nice...
starting to like tis place...

at night...
v went for buddy dinner...
i met my buddy family...
senior siew siah, khang hong, peng ying, henry, chia huey,andrew,siew li, n gary...
also my junior co-buddy zean n lemeul...
they r all vr nice...
senior gary, thanks for treating us d food ya"@"

from now on...
i'll try to adapt to it...
try to like it...
nothing is impossible, impossible is nothing...
wish me good luck...