Saturday, April 23, 2011

有時候
你真的無法否認
有些朋友
真的是利用著你
當你已經沒有利用價值的時候
就一腳把你踢開

也許他偶爾會對你很好
但是相信我
那是因為你有好處可以給他

我知道我沒那麼偉大
可以為友情犧牲一切
但至少
我會感恩
我會慶幸
有這些朋友

感謝我的一些朋友
會偶爾為我著想
會偶爾感激我
會偶爾想念我
會偶爾遷就我


我喜歡那種
沒有利益糾紛的友情
我喜歡那種
我們不必覺得不好意思的友情
我喜歡那種
我們可以大笑也可以大哭的友情

有時候
我真的不想承認
原來朋友也會利用我

愛我的朋友
我還是愛你們的 =)

Friday, April 15, 2011

Well study week started
and yet i m still struggling
to concentrate & actually start doing something for it

wasted my whole day doing nth except PPS
DAMN!!!
i should have go out and watch a MOVIE instead
just hate the feeling of time-wasting
feel like cracking my head to the wall

i m really not a good time planner

&
again i realised something
i CAN'T study at home

maybe
is time to start my 'library routine'
as i always did in my previous 3 sems in uni

UNWILLINGLY 
T.T
but i m force to
i don wanna repeat any paper >.<
3rd year should be a great year for me
not taking extra credit hours
 *praying hard*
pass all the papers pls~~~

wish me luck =) 


Friday, April 1, 2011

心情不好時
總想要買東西

一直逛街
卻沒買東西
心裡覺得好空虛
就是少了那份衝動

最近生病了
整個人悶悶的
昨天睡了一整天
還是沒精神

也許
到處走走才是治療我的方法
今天出去了一整天
還真的比較精神呢

太閒空
不是件好事
開始質疑自己的價值
開始想東想西
開始害怕
開始沉默
開始想要結束

原諒我的語無倫次
也許
我真的病了
而且
病得不輕

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

i was depressed
in a conflict of academic & friendship thing
hated to be in that situation

sometimes
i wish i was somewhere else
not here
not in um
not in law sch

or
maybe just let me be alone
no friends
nothing at all

but in fact
i can't live without friend

even sometimes i just hate them
but most of the time
i appreciate them

something that i learned
from the moot judge & 1 of my lecturer

he said
"it doesn't matter how is yr grade, what important is yr passion"
i can't agree more

she said
"i know i'm not smart, that's why i need to be more hardworking than others"

maybe sometimes i think i m too smart
that's why i refuse to be hardworking
but in reality
i m deceiving myself
a stupid excuse
Yes i m STUPID

maybe it's time for me to figure out 
what i really want to achieve

another phrase that i like the most

"Do what you can
with what you have
where you are."






Sunday, March 20, 2011

想念那個
我行我素的自己

想念那個
自信滿滿的自己

想念那個
為未來努力的自己

討厭這個
虛情假意的自己

討厭這個
委曲求全的自己

討厭這個
自私自利的自己

可不可以
讓時間倒流

可不可以
讓一切重新開始

我想要保持
我喜歡的那個我

想要找回
那遺失的美好

簡單點,不好嗎?

Thursday, March 3, 2011

whee~~~
i dyed my hair half month ago
&
now
my cassis berry became
LIKE THIS:

it became Brown =P
well
i don't really mind
as long as there's color on it XD

Curly Hair for Lawnite
yes i love the curl
n now i m thinking about buying a curler iron 
or mayb a straightener 
to curl my hair whenever i like
*hair straightener can actually curl yr hair
check out at Youtube.

Of coz
i still love my rebonded straight hair
smooth & manageable 

my fringe suppose to be straight down
but den it bend to the right now
*my hair is naturally curl =( 
anyway
i started to love the way it is
it still look nice right? =P

p/s: to maintain healthy hair
conditioner yr hair everytime after shampooing
&
don forget yr treatment routine 

Have a good day people =)

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