This is Bsie....

我总习惯性的在外人前戴上面具…
不管是朋友还是陌生人…
习惯性的隐藏自己…
害怕被人看穿…
我笑着不代表我开心…
我没笑不代表我不爽…
喜怒哀乐自己知道就好…
不必公告天下…
很假?
我们都一样, 不是吗?

I'm satisfy with my result"@"
So now is all about luck...

突然想起这问题….
答案是… 我不知道…
我还是我…
说不怕是骗人…
潜意识里还是会觉得恐惧的…
人人都说你一定没问题…
但真的没问题吗?
我还是不知道…..
现在的我可以说, ” 我的未来不是梦”…
但是如果结果不是我想要的…
我还有勇气么?
也许到时我会说, “梦终究还是梦, 梦醒了… 人也该醒了”
因为生活永远都不会如我们所愿…
“懂得生活” 真正的意思应该是接受事实吧?
我很悲观吗? 也许吧…. 渐渐看清这残酷的世界了…
人类也不过是个小小的生物罢了...
我们能做的… 应该只是尽好本分吧…
遗憾总会有… 失望亦是…
所以呢… 我应该开始学习生活了吧???

Time passes…..
Everyday is tough yet easy….
Thinking of future….
Thinking of life….
V keep on thinking but nvr takes action…..
V wanna change ourself but v nvr change our attitude…
This is human.
Sometimes I m lazy….
Sometimes I m crazy….
Sometimes I worry…
Sometimes I feel scared…
Scared of future…
Scared of academic…
Scared of embarrassment…
But still time passes…
Without v notice it…
How to change?
I nvr noe….
I wish I could improve but how?
Time will teach me….
I think…..
Whatever it is,
Take it easy….
Enjoy d time left…..
Life will get better...
Soon....

Now is morning 10.27….
Tonight is our CNY celebration…
Wat I feel rite now?
Well is complicated….
Feel nervous yet excited…
Hero or zero?
It is juz a letter different but it is great difference….
How…
Haiz…
Har….
Wat to do?
Hope tat I will do better than ever….
Really don 1 2 embarrass myself n our team le…
Homework din even touch…. D power of laziness…
Will do later I think”@”
Bsie bsie jia you ar…..
P/s: I wanna b hero!!!!