Thursday, July 29, 2010

Insomnia again…

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 6:47 AM

Is damn freaking early now…
Bt I m awake…
Can’t sleep whole night,
My stomach is making objection again =(
Well, let it be…
There’s nth I can do except to accept it…
Is torturing >.<

I’m in 2nd yr now…
Bt I’m not much different from my 1st yr…
Still nood, numb n naïve…
I shud be grown up…
Bt I’m still fooling around…
Without realizing tat actually I shud start to work hard…
It’s pain to know tat others is trying vr hard to be better,
While I’m still struggling…
Mayb I’m juz reluctant to accept the fact tat I m lazy…

I’m still searching for ME…
The real ME…
The way I shud BE…

 

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Saturday, July 17, 2010

Good Luck Lim Wan Jun…

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 10:10 AM

Received yr message 5am in the morning…
Honestly speaking I m touched~~~
‘Dear, I suddenly miss u.  Jun here na. My sg number.’
Though it’s only a short message,
But yes…
I do feel happy~~~
Don’t u think it is damn sweet to receive such message?
Glad tat I’m still 1 of yr important frens…

Sometimes I do think tat life hav change most of us…
V used to be close in secondary…
But after graduate,
V r busying to catch our own dream…
But it doesn’t mean tat v hav forget each other…
Still, v remember each other…

Lim Wan Jun r d 1 who follow, read n comment on my blog…
It makes me feel at least there’s still ppl out there do care about me…
N yes my dear Jun,
U r 1 of them~~~

Lim Wan Jun,
Study properly yea…
U r University student now…
Be mature…
Be strong…
Be independent…
Be yrself =P

If u need a fren,
I’m always here for u…
If u need a shoulder,
My shoulder is always ready…
If u need a talk,
My phone is on 16hrs…
If u need support,
Find me…
If u need me,
I’m here~~~

Miss u too ;D

p/s: sorry tat I didn’t reply u, I’m still dreaming 5am in the morning XD

 

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Friday, July 16, 2010

愧疚...

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 7:07 AM

有時候
我會後悔
後悔自己說了一些話
後悔自己做了一些事

也許你們不了解
你們眼中的小事
在我眼裡是多麼重要的
是的
很多時候
我是在意的

因為我的一句話
讓一個人蒙受委屈
天知道我有多後悔
後悔自己為什麼把它說出來

但是
我也知道
說出去的話
就像撥出去的水
怎麼也收不回了

 

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Thursday, July 8, 2010

I'm all ALONE...

1 comments Posted by Bsie at 7:45 PM

For yr information,
I had moved out from my hostel…
Is a nightmare for my whole 1st yr in University =P
N now I’m FREE~~~

Currently I’m staying at Pantai Hill Park Apartment…
With swimming pools, Gym & Badminton Court
though I had nvr use these facilities =p
It is a nice place to live compare to my horrible hostel…
It really a calm n cold place,
No more HOT HOT HOT as I lived in my hostel room…
I can cook simple meal for myself
I don have to wait for the shower room
I don have to worry bout my cloth been stolen
I don have to climb the stairs to reach my 3rd floor room
I don have to withstand those smoke from the boy’s room down there
Yeah, I’m pretty satissafy with this place for this moment =)

It’s been 2days I m staying all alone in my empty apartment
Since all my housemates is still enjoying their sweet sweet holiday =D
I cook alone
I eat alone
I watch drama alone
I laugh alone
I shower alone
I sleep alone
I sing alone

Yes I’m all ALONE
Sound pity huh?
But believe me
Sometime I do enjoy the life without any1 bother me

I m happy now^^
Happy in the way i m...
Happy with my life...
p/s: Happy could be so simple~~~

 

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Saturday, July 3, 2010

Once Upon A Time...

1 comments Posted by Bsie at 9:52 AM

Tis tiny little cute adorable baby is me =)
can u see my double chin?
beh tahan~~~
baby fat >.<
n my eye brown is damn funny...
look vr 'shuai'...





obviously tis picture was taken when i was kinder-garden 
Tis smart little boy is me >.<
my square-shape face really 'man' lor...
i was noob, naive n dumb...
haha
but still cute n adorable~~~

gonna try to search for my primary sch photo~~~

 

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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Senior Year....

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 2:09 PM

Hey ppl~~~
I m going back to KL vr soon….
Frankly speaking I m damn excited now…
Finally can escape from my super boring holiday…
Hooray!!!
Well, so far everything is moving smoothly…
There’s up n down…
Bt still I manage to overcome it =)
So proud of myself~~~ haha

Guess wat, I m senior now!!!
New sem, new beginning…
Wif my new hair style~~~
Finally have my fringe back after 14yrs….
Last time having my fringe is when I was kindergarden….
Mom say I look childish==
Sis say is cute==
Gosh!!! I hate those adjective >.<
Still in love wif my old hair style (is prettier)…
D fringe doesn’t suit me…
It makes me look so naïve,
Which actually I’m not!

Anyway, sumtime v hav to make sum different…
Tat is life =)
2nd yr in law fac…
Muz b a busy yr for me~~~
Gonna miss my 1st yr vr soon…
Bcoz is super relax!!!

Luck, stay with me yea~~~

 

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Friday, June 18, 2010

无病呻吟...

0 comments Posted by Bsie at 10:55 PM

用平静
来看待这世界

用骄傲
来赶走讨厌的人

用笑容
来掩盖悲伤

用寂寞
来取代空虚

用冷漠
来蒙蔽自己

用天真
来欺骗别人

用面具
来伪装好人

用谎言
来欺骗自己

用自己
来继续生存

 

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